I know that I can’t make someone love me. But what made him love me as more than a friend? I tried to take a step outside of myself, use his point of view and tried to take a good look at myself. I still don’t understand, I just don’t get it. Although apparently it wasn’t much of anything about me that he found to love except as a friend. I can accept that I’m mediocre but he made me believe I was more. He got me to stop putting myself down and to not feel self-derision. But no more. I can’t risk myself this way. I love hard……(I can’t believe that there is a song to describe exactly how I feel)
For my readers, when you grew to love someone, what was it about them that made those feelings grow?